GO AWAY

Why is my identity linked to you?

Why is my destiny something you accrue?

Why cannot I live without you

And love nothing about you?

When I needed you you weren't there,

Now,when I do not want you,you are here

To make my life torturous and miserable,

Oh! Why do you want me to be pitiful ?

Don't you understand that I am capable

Of cruising my life,my goals attainable,

To  pursue my dreams I do not need a man,

I am strong to achieve all,yes I can.

You always made me a disable,

With the other, I was always replaceable,

Why do you come to me now, treat me as a possession? 

Nay I am my own self, do not need your acceptation.

You have always made me sad,left me uncomforted,

In your life neither me nor my dreams were accepted,

You abated me by your actions,to loathe you,

Day by day misunderstood, strewn apart,away we drew.

I gathered the reigns of my life,

The day I stopped thinking of myself, as just your wife,

I can now chart the path of my success,

Without granting you any access

Into my life, I am sure I can tread

My life's path,without any dread,

Where were you when my heart bled?

To walk with me when I pled

And still you moved ahead

Without me,as painful tears,my eyes shed!

I thank you for all your wrongs,

In the process they made me strong,

I recognised myself,knew who I am,

Ignoring away you ,the sham,

I nurtured my heart back to health,

Keeping away from all your filth,

My head held high I moved along,

Charting my way,denouncing any pain lifelong,

I gathered myself and my life,

Forgetting all your stabbings rife.

Now I want you to move out,

Of my life and about,

So just leave me and go away,

Pray not on me prey,

Leave me happy,joyous and gay,

Not wanted now is your false display

Of love, I am ready to defray

And bear the scars,as you did betray,

Am ready to bear the consequences of my decision, 

With a clear choice and a clear vision.

No I do not cry ,nor feel sad 

About anything related to you,or what you score,

I do not love you,strangely saying so I am not sore,

Nor in leaving you am I now scared,

Left behind any memories we shared,

No emotion in me now stirred,

All that I want you is to go away and far,far away,

Away from my shadow,my being and my ways,

Move out of my life and stay forever away!

Go away, please, just go away!!

-Madhumita