Wednesday, July 29, 2026

My Mother: An Army Wife and a Teacher




She wears two uniforms with pride,


One seen, one worn deep down inside.


A life of service, strength, and grace,


A steady hand in every place.



As an army wife, she stands so tall,


Through every silence, every call.


She holds the fort when he's away,


With courage lighting up each day.



She moves with life’s uncertain tide,


Packing dreams she cannot hide.


In homes that bloom then fade once more,


She plants her hope on every shore.



As a teacher, calm and wise,


She shapes young minds before her eyes.


With every lesson, thought, and test,


She gives her all, she gives her best.



No chalk can trace the strength she shows,


No book can teach the love she sows.


Through crowded rooms or quiet nights,


She shines with patience, firm and bright.



She teaches more than just the page,


She lives her truth on every stage.


With quiet power, she lights the way,


A guiding star by night and day.



She is the pillar, strong and sure,


A sculptor of the nation’s core.


In every role, she gives her part,


A woman with a lion’s heart.


©®Madhumita


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My Mother

 

She wore two uniforms with pride,

One the world could plainly see,

The other stitched within her soul,

Woven with quiet dignity.


An army wife, steadfast and strong,

She stood through every trial and call.

When duty took my father away,

She became the strength of us all.


She kept our home with hopeful hands,

Through lonely nights and changing skies.

She hid her fears behind a smile,

And greeted dawn with fearless eyes.


She packed our memories, dreams, and prayers,

Each time the bugle called once more.

She turned unfamiliar walls into homes,

And left her warmth on every shore.


A teacher, gentle, calm, and wise,

She shaped young minds with patient care.

Each lesson carried more than words—

She planted hope and purpose there.


No chalk could ever measure her worth,

No textbook held the life she gave.

She nurtured hearts before she taught,

And raised the timid to be brave.


She taught of honesty, kindness, and grace,

Of standing tall when life was hard.

She never preached the things she knew,

She lived each lesson from the heart.


Yet as a child, I failed to see

The quiet love behind her ways.

I mistook her strength for distance,

Her discipline for colder days.


I wondered why she seemed so firm,

Why duty often came before.

I did not know she carried burdens

No child could ever ask her for.


Now silence fills the space she left,

And memories knock upon my door.

I search for one more gentle smile,

One more embrace I can't restore.


Now I understand the sacrifices

Hidden in each sleepless night,

In every prayer she whispered softly,

In every battle she chose not to fight.


She had been shaping not just students,

But quietly shaping me as well.

The courage I wear, the strength I hold,

Are stories only time could tell.


Her voice still echoes in my choices,

Her values guide the path I tread.

Though time has taken her from my sight,

Her love lives on in all I've said.


If I have learned to rise again,

To meet the storms and never bend,

It is because she walked before me,

A mother, teacher, guide, and friend.


She was the pillar, firm and true,

A silent force through joy and pain.

A sculptor of tomorrow's world,

Whose legacy shall still remain.


To countless children she was a light,

To one brave soldier, constant grace.

To me she became life's greatest lesson—

A love no absence can erase.


Today I speak the words too late,

The ones my younger heart had missed:

You loved me more than I had known...

And now you're the one I forever miss.


Though heaven claimed your gentle soul,

Your strength still beats within my heart.

For mothers like you never truly leave,

They live in every child they helped become.


©®Madhumita



Monday, July 20, 2026

Moonlit Waiting


I love to watch the moon, pearly white, softly aglow,
Serene in her silence, with a gentle, timeless flow.
She knows the night's embrace will soon dissolve with dawn,
Yet wears a quiet smile until the darkness is gone.

Hope flickers in her heart like silver on the sea,
Love shines through every beam she scatters endlessly.
Perhaps that is why I find myself in her light,
A soul still waiting through another sleepless night.

With love long lost, yet never truly laid to rest,
I cradle patient dreams within my hopeful chest.
My eyes stay open wide, lest destiny pass through,
For every moonlit vigil is a silent prayer for you.

©®Madhumita

Tuesday, June 30, 2026

KHUDA HAFIZ ( GOOD BYE)

 


Oh no! Not again! Everybody had warned me. Asked me not to go back to him, specially Ma'am- my best friend, my Mom, my mentor( the closest I was to).  How will I tell her ? How do I face her?
I pick up my mobile. " Hi sweetheart!", said the voice so dear to me. " Ma'am I have to see you", I said shaking. " Right so when? Tomorrow, the day after?" ...she asked.
" No Ma'am. Not tomorrow , nor day after. We have a wedding in the family." 
"Right! No worries. After that is Karvachauth, let's fix a day after that. Either we meet at Mc Donald's Dariyagung or CP. Whatever suits you darling, let me know, " she said and after the pleasantries I hung up.
I wasn't myself. I was just a mere shadow of myself. I could not just forget the pictures that my friend had forwarded. He was seeing this girl, whom I knew so well. They went to Agra and spent days. Allah! What is happening to me? I feel so let down. I offered myself , my soul, my everything to him and he ditched again? I look at my parents , my sister with whom I had fought with, blamed them for nothing...my eyes turn misty with the salty water. I move my face away. I do not have the appetite to eat. Ammi feeds a few morsals with her own hands. I feel like throwing up. She oils my hair and I go off to sleep. 
"Aafreen chalo, Mamu ke yahan jaanaa hai", that was Ammi asking me to get up. We had to leave for her brother's place. I looked at myself in the mirror opposite my bed. A ghostly face looked at me- dishevelled hair, darkness smudged under eyes, parched lips. I was scared. I jumped out..felt the small lil lump in my belly. Perspiration beads appeared on my forehead.
" Kya hua? Taiyyar nahi hui?", said Ammi as I wasn't ready." I don't want to go. Aap ho aaye.  You all go. I will rest",without looking into her eyes I said. I didn't want to speak . 
They left...Ammi asking me to have my lunch on time. After a while Abbu too left for his office. I locked the door.
 I stared at myself in the mirror. My hands over my stomach- was the bump visible or not! What will I do now? I already aborted twice. Should I call Ma'am? No she will be busy. As it is I never answered her call. Why am I feeling thirsty? I finished a whole bottle of water. I am dizzy. Ohh! Armaan why did you have to do this to me?
 Slowly I got up. Took my favourite dupatta - a gift from him! Tied it tightly to the iron railing of the staircase. Yes! I wanted to go away. Go away from Armaan and his world of deception. Go away from all the people who loved me so much because I failed them . No I can never look up confidently now. It is all dark here. Not a single ray of light I see. 
 I slung the knot around my neck..tightened it a little and hung.
  "Khuda hafiz"!!! 
I suffocated...my eyes...they pained....Aapi, Aapi was all I could hear and a banging on the door by Javed before I fell asleep.


©®Madhumita

* It is so important to talk . Please identify such people around you, communicate, assure, love...help them find a new meaning to life.

Saturday, May 23, 2026

Bougainvillea Evenings

Magenta skies and purple light,

still haunt my lonely heart tonight,

Like bougainvillea drenched in sun,

they whisper days when we were one.

Within your arms so warm and deep,

my timid soul would softly sleep,

While crimson blush upon my face

would bloom beneath your tight embrace.


Your fingers wrapped around me slow,

like tangled vines that cling and grow,

And every breath you drew from me

became a tender melody.

The branches swayed, the flowers sighed,

as youthful longing bloomed with pride,

And shy desires we could not name

set all my trembling heart aflame.


Still today those colours stay,

though years like rivers slipped away,

For purple evenings still impart

the ache you planted in my heart.

And when the bougainvillea climb

across the fading walls of time,

I feel your arms around me yet,

a love my soul cannot forget.                                                                                                                     

Beneath the dusk’s lilac refrain,

your name still falls like summer rain,

A quiet fire, soft yet wild,

that wakes the dreaming in me, child.

Though seasons turned and shadows grew,

my heart still keeps the shade of you,

Like petals pressed in hidden art,

your memory lives beneath my heart.


©®Madhumita

Intoxicated

  


My coffee smoulders in the quiet dawn,

Its aroma drifting through forgotten dreams,

Curling softly around the corners of memory,

Awakening desires hidden beneath silence.


The cup trembles gently between my fingers,

Like a secret longing waiting to be spoken,

And every rising swirl of fragrant warmth

Paints soft mountains upon the restless heart.


Outside, the world rushes without tenderness,

Yet here, time melts into velvet stillness,

Where thoughts dissolve like sugar crystals

Into bittersweet pools of aching affection.


The steam kisses my face with tenderness,

As though old passions  returned again,

Whispering your name through scented clouds

That linger stubbornly against the soul.


I sip slowly from the porcelain silence,

And feel emotions bloom like midnight roses,

Wild, untamed, and beautifully dangerous,

Carrying the fervour of unfinished desires.


Somewhere between the warmth and bitterness,

Love sits quietly beside my solitude,

Breathing softly through the coffee smoke,

Turning loneliness into a sacred intoxication.


©®Madhumita


Alone I bloom ..


Loneliness smiles softly now,
It taught me company,
Waiting polished my joy,
Time learned my rhythm,
Longing made space bright,
Sighs turned into laughter,
Watching sharpened wonder.

Enduring grew gratitude,
I am now full of patience,
Even alone, I bloom,
The heart is generous,
Silence feels friendly.;
Missing sweetens presence,
I trust arrivals,
I trust myself,
Loneliness waves from afar,
No longer needed,
Only remembered.

I stand light-footed.
Open, unafraid,
Love feels possible,
Joy practices quietly,
Hope hums nearby,
The door stands open,
I am already home.

©®Madhumita